i am

so good at forgetting

so good at ignoring

so good at not feeling

everything

i am almost invincible

but i would rather be invisible

and hide from my senses

and maybe if you loved me like i love you

i would never have to feel anything like this 

ever

nobody read this

i love reminding myself how i feel

one in the morning 

never thought life could be this boring

making rhymes and spending dimes

10 cents could by me a better friend

will i regret that?

maybe

i love reminding myself how i feel

and i hope to God i am wrong every time

just post it.